Treasure The Day
It is not just hedonists
or social deviants
who believe in living
like there's no tomorrow.
Count in many others
who may instinctively
believe they will have
no tomorrow and opt
to take from life what they can.
Life is a gift with very special
wrapping, and removing
each of its layers
eventually exposes the
core. Age is the core
and it gears us all for
very personal extinction.
Those who are aged
and aging give a good deal
of thought to the present
valuing it far more than
the young who cannot
bother their minds with a
future they cannot imagine.
Living that future fixes the mind.
And in that state thoughts
of a morrow that may not arrive
abound. Leaving the elderly
to live as though
there is no tomorrow.
Saturday, February 29, 2020
Friday, February 28, 2020
The Unwanted Gift
Merry Christmas, the veterinariansurgeon said sincerely, after
explaining post-operative
complications placing our
cherished little companion on
life support. Distracted, harried,
he doubtless meant well. Who
after all would wish to face
the disturbing vision of small
and large animals in mortal
distress, requiring immediate
surgery from conditions seeming
to appear out of nowhere on
that date, necessitating the
nuisance of emergency surgery?
Nowhere, after all, but dire
health threats arising from an
inevitable combination of old age
and genetic inheritance. And dogs
are not, after all, human now, are
they? So get upset if you must at
the loss of a trusting and loving
companion, but do restrain yourself
and keep things in perspective
now, won't you, my friend?
In this unfortunate instance it
seems the operation was a total
success, its outcome, however not.
Thursday, February 27, 2020
Rot in Hell
With vanishing rare exception they arealways men captured by a miasma ofsexual fantasy that poses as a friend tochildren and presents to women as oneanxious to know them better when theintention is to identify the perfect timeto satiate their demons in the processdestroying the souls of their victims.Ardent and fixated on the objects of theirdesire they use wiles and whimsicalartifices to charm and disarm and whenplans have delivered their hapless victimsthey strike leaving behind shatteredbewildered and tortured psyches unableto view life and their place in society.Psychopaths have looted their emotionsbroken their bodies leaving shells ofwhat had been whole. Breaking socialconvention forbidden nonetheless reflectsa certain reality deemed unfortunate butunavoidable. No longer the inevitableoutcome of rapine possessing that whichnature bestowed on their owners. Nowthe powerful and the trusted eager to betraythat trust using their power must facetheir accusers. Justice steps forward. Nowwhen revered religious figures, corporatetycoons, political eminences and social orroyal celebrities transgress that covenanta penalty awaits. No one immune, they areshamed, incarcerated and live in deadlyterror of justice meted out by society's meresociopaths, common drug users and tradersthe criminal class forming the underbellyof society, scorning sexual deviants amongthem, prepared to exact dark and deadlypenalties on vile cringing despised penitents.
Wednesday, February 26, 2020
The Message
There are strange things doneat some editorial desksperhaps in frustrationthat what reaches themfalls short ofeditorial expectation.Take, for examplea sheaf of poems, returned.I look at them, neatly typedand hopefully sent outthe sum total of myexperiences and perceptions.Plainly, there is a patternon the virginal whitethe back of the sheaf.A neat pattern of criss-crosspleasing in its symmetryfaint and unobtrusivelike a watermark. Puzzledat first, then as I held thepage to catch the lightI realized the pattern wasthe imprint of a shoe.There is a message there.It comes through loud and clear.As clear as I had hoped mypoems to be; as positiveas I had held my poemsto be. The message thoughmore, more obvious thanmy poems were evermeant to be.
c.1979
Tuesday, February 25, 2020
Don't Fret
It began innocuously, yet was called amysterious virus, familiar yet unfamiliarbut then these pathogens have of latebeen entering the stream of consciousnesseven as one epidemic following anotherpreys on society beginning life in oneobscure corner of the globe and graduallyspreading to others fostering fear and asense of helpless inevitability. This onehowever has proven slightly at odds withthe trajectory long, acknowledged for therapidity of its onset and its quite amazingreach. Zoonotic it is, leaping from the wildanimal kingdom to humans also of theanimal kingdom where people challengefate with their appetite for exotic speciesdecimating their presence for the delicacyof their taste but disproportionately theprestige attached to consuming these rarecreatures becoming ever more rare withspecies decline matching human appetite.Its mortality rate is not high at 3 percent sodon't worry. Of course if you're aged, illor immunity-compromised, you might.China, however, boasts it has the outbreakwell in hand, so relax. Its neighbours arein deep distress with concern and a steadilyincreasing rate of infection. Was a timethese epidemics had a limited span buttravel renders communication readily andsuddenly one or two proliferate to becomea veritable horde. State health authoritiesissue broad assurances of readiness andcontrol. Religious authorities guaranteeavoidance through piety. Doctors are notmerely overwhelmed but themselves nowcontracting COVID-19. Some die, somerecover. Stock up on perishables. Lock thedoors. Heed authorities. Don't be concerned.
Monday, February 24, 2020
Mayday! Mayday!
How fortunate the world is to have forgeda noble institution wherein sit nationalrepresentatives of all nations on Earth in amonumental and ongoing learning experiencethe goal of which is to achieve among allequality of opportunity and mutual recognitionof disparate methodology in reaching the apexof a national aspiration. Within its hallowedfortress walls are dispatched those best suitedto express the language of diplomatic eloquencein servitude to the administration of a bodyfor which servile yet respectful overturestoward anointed judges elected to sit on diversecommittees screen applicants' and supplicants'adherence to rules and regulations of civilbehaviour in a universal covenant the betterto consider the status of other nations withimpeccable human rights records hamperedby the misfortune of historical suspicion andhatred yet awaiting judgement by the hierarchywhose criminal acts against humanity shieldthem from criticism by the sheer weight oftheir numbers. It is a revelation not quite yetunderstood universally that the institute wherenations are united in common defiance againstdecency and common sense that those whofall outside the default represent the outlierswhose conduct though exemplary is despisedin a world where those assigned to the highestechelons of united nations control reward thosewhose blights are so reflective of their own.
Sunday, February 23, 2020
Ode to the Daily News
Information, keeping up to date on
current affairs, neighbourhood news
financial and environmental statistics
international affairs and criminal activities
it's all there, in that trusted daily collection
your published news source has on offer.
It's your trusted pick for the daily weather
forecast, for employment opportunities
the stock market and winning lottery
numbers and if your brain needs some
stimulation, puzzles, or you're looking for
a laugh, comics, an all-in-one source for
lifestyle articles of the rich and the famous
film and book reviews and tried-and-true
recipes, along with the very latest gossip
from Tinseltown, not to mention the agony
columns of personal advice, the latest fashion
designs and music releases and the personal
columns. Regular features not to be casually
overlooked; including horoscopes, and
marriage announcements and hatch and
dispatch: birth and death notices whose
regularity as a feature represents the real
business of life both joyful and solemn.
What once was called gossip now is news.
Once gladly relished, now sober reality.
Saturday, February 22, 2020
Nature's Faithful
Weighted by a crystalline layer
of ice, delicately frosted with
snow, the glittering burden
delightful to the eye
has brought pine boughs
sweeping the winter-gripped
landscape in a graceful swoon
as though the trees were
distorted in an agony of
pietical adoration of their
omnipotent maker whose nature
it is to visit upon the patiently
suffering forest slumbering
through cold and icy blasts
existential challenges to the
very vision of their obeisance
to this divine authority.
Friday, February 21, 2020
The Haunted Spectator
If you cast your mind back let's say thirty years
you were sad when the black family who were
the first to welcome you, a family of Jews to the
neighbourhood decided to move to the U.S. for
improved business opportunities and then you met
the young couple who bought their house, he tall
and burly she slight and pretty. They had met in
Egypt and she sponsored him to move to Canada.
How surprising to see her heavily pregnant on a
ladder winding coloured lights around their pine
for Christmas. Over the years you watched their
two boys grow in that family seldom seen about
whose mother did all the yardwork and father
lived for electronics and soccer. Remote and
withdrawn yours the sole family that seemed to
recognize their quiet presence. She viewed your
husband as a father figure and spoke to him as one.
Their youngest lives now in the States at university
on a soccer scholarship the older one involved in
business management long left the family home.
Now you face a dilemma of compassionate empathy
feel haunted by her calm narration to your husband
of her husband's recent diagnosis of a rare cancer
that has metastasized to his spine. Their only hope
that in coming weeks an unproven new therapy
in clinical experimentation may represent a fading
hope for his miraculous recovery and survival.
Thursday, February 20, 2020
Child of Nature
In the favoured legend of human creationalongside that of the universe itselfas a monumentally divine act of beinggod made man in his image and forbadehumanity from the kind of curiosity thatwould reveal the arcane knowledge soadmantly forbidden them, expressinghis rage at womankind for leading mankindinto sin eating of the fruit of knowing allthings. Adam's intensity in seeking theunknowable; the original sin however, Eve's.Hark then to the creatrix of all that existsand lives -- not a legend for a perplexingall-powerful presence whose own designand creative genius brought out of nothingeverything. Nature herself the most fecundof all that exists whose spirit resides inall she created values curiosity as a vividexample of her own, spurring humankindto ever greater adventures of discovery todiscern her limitless power and influencebringing illumination to the dark heavensof her imagination, endowing humanitywith a certain portion of her vigor andto uncover the mysteries of existence.
Wednesday, February 19, 2020
Snowshoewing
No wind
but cold enough
to chill still cheeks
so we move off
over the snow
sky dense with stars
moon a quarter-light
trees limned
against the night.
No sound
but our snowshoes
creaking the snow
lifting puffs
with every
wide-legged step.
No perspective
but before us
an undisturbed sheet
covering the
hidden country
where we orient
our winter landscape.
No trouble
breaking trail
before us
snow neat as a
new-laid counterpane
behind us a path
undulating
like some unknowable
nocturnal beast.
Tuesday, February 18, 2020
Perils of Forest Life
Magical, mystical, ethereal the
forest valley was bathed in a pearl-white
mist lifting the gloom from the interior
rising and falling in swells from the
frozen creek undulating through its
banks newly lofted with fresh snow.
No sun to penetrate the leaf-naked
forest canopy this day only the wind
shushing through the evergreens
their needle-pointed tops nodding
and clacking against each other. The
newfallen snow absorbed all sound
until the high-decibel cry of a giant
red-headed woodpecker pierced the
silence as the bird reached its destination
and the near woods drummed with the
percussion of its wrecking beak ripping
great shards of bark rhythmically and
mercilessly leaving great gaping wounds
in the old tree's trunk where spring sap
would rush dismally up from its roots
and finding the open gap overflow to
the trunk and the forest floor in the slow
and agonizing death of an elder tree
playing its part in nature's revolving
door architecture of life and death.
Monday, February 17, 2020
Thwarted
The sign read
'inexperienced climbers beware'
(arrow pointing to alternate).
The ascent precipitous
narrow path boulder strewn
criss-crossed with treeroots
helpfully gripping the soil
grudgingly assisting our climb.
At the cascades the
tumbling waters were a sight
yet fear of a misstep
and wildly winging heart
dulled the image to a
delirious troubled mirage.
A mile up the mountain
we could rest and
lave tired feet in the
crystal stream
cold as death
clear as a wish
pure as my fear.
In retrospect I regret
my refusal to go on
valuing as I did my
every limb -- for the memory
of a peerless overview
and promise of more
at the summit pricks my
frailty
goads your recall.
If I promise
same time
same place
next year?
Sunday, February 16, 2020
Ah, The Internet!
Fascinating how modern technology
in communications has advanced with
a rapidity that is head-spinning to the
elderly and liberating to the young and
the opinionated, though the former's use
is an exploration of impermissible limits
and the latter's the opportunity at long
last to air yawn-inducing perceptions for
which there was never an audience at hand.
This is termed the democratization of
free speech and communication enabling
anyone able to master the starter-level
of advanced technology to grunt out in
illiterate mumbles their dissatisfaction
with life as a social-victimized outsider
of constantly shifting populist culture. The
irresistible allures of the social media
platforms draw the interest and the ire of
the entire spectrum of civil and uncivilized
society from sanitary engineer to president
homebody to celebrity, royalty to prison
incarcerates, each invested in opening the
deep confines of their sensibilities to
eager public scrutiny, all while insisting on
their right to privacy, prepared to bring
suit against those who intrude, while the
more political-minded state their outrage
firing up against incompetent governments
and waging skillful verbal battle with the
numbskull morons who admire and support
the same useless twits their votes have
placed into public office in a world where
doom draws ever nearer, cry its prophets.
Saturday, February 15, 2020
Unforgotten
Don't fret, Grandma, you're not forgottenafter all; hear that musical little ping?
That's your email messaging you of another
arrival made simple despite distance. It's your
favourite - sorry - your only grandchild. All
the more priceless and cherished, remembering
you. A long, loving and detailed missive,
grammar perfect, spelling also, filling in on
the last memorable conversation: What's up
with you guys? She missed a few days of
classes; buses not running - severely inclement
weather days the culprit. Finished reading
The Book of Negroes you recommended, now
eager to read others. An "I told you so" moment,
she cheerily admits. Best friend gave her
The Art of Racing in the Rain for Christmas.
The book kind of teaches life lessons through
the eyes of a dog, she explains, then goes on to
elaborate on the plot, hoping the dog doesn't die
on the last page, a writing device she loathes
and anticipates. The cover art is adorable -
see, she has photoed it as an attachment. She pored
over clothing inventory online at American Eagle,
chose what she wanted, went to the mall (crowded
and gross) but they had only just the ugly plain crap
and clearance stuff no one wants any more.
Her longtime school chum Tyler, mentioned
his dad suggested taking him on a trip to look at
universities during March break, and said he could
invite a few friends, so she's thinking wouldn't
it be fun! to map out the different schools
they'd want to check out. Love.
Friday, February 14, 2020
Honour Be Damned
This is a man discernibly quite obviously
comfortable in his skin as modern parlance
has it, confident that his manner echoes his
psyche with the kind of panache inherited
as his birthright; a scion of wealth and legend
charmingly cosmopolitan without peer. He
aspired to power and having handily succeeded
portrays himself a saviour of his nation
all the while spurning its laws and mores while
presenting as a champion of the vulnerable
and the downtrodden. His message is of one
who deeply cares even as his position fails to
support the equality and justice his words avow.
Power bedazzles him as he mingles in diplomatic
circles with those world leaders whose grasp on
world affairs bespeak their reach and influence.
His aspirations culminate in a deep desire to
be welcomed as one of their own, the powerful
cadre of the corrupt and conscienceless for he
most certainly qualifies. His nation is left
dumbfounded at the blatant spectacle of their
prime minister meekly bowing obsequiously
in the presence of the official whose military
has destroyed myriad innocent lives, our hero's
very own citizens included. Honour be damned.
Thursday, February 13, 2020
Winter Days
Another winter day in the forest that
mysterious home to the natural world
of creatures excluding humankind where
the everyday drama of survival is enacted
in a continuous cycle of hide and seek
the hunted and the hunters. Furtive creatures
moving silently and swiftly through the brush
fleeting glances that see and take note but
are in turn unseen. It is a place of perpetual
dusk where the forest canopy shields the
understory and the forest floor from the
glare of natural light emitted from the broad
dome of the sky above yet obscured
despite the winter sun's brightly piercing rays
revealing the stark monotone of a forest
etched in stark shades of black and white.
The penetrating cold has iced the forest stream
to a frozen platform successive snowstorms
have buried. Old tree snags humped with snow
are as ghostly as the opaquely white skeins
of ectoplasmic veils lazily erupting in a fall
released from the snow-laden boughs of
spruce, pine and fir by the ferocity of a
wind complementing nature's coldest days
and nights of the year, a frozen tableau.
Wednesday, February 12, 2020
Maximilian
His accent is Swiss, still resonant through his
faultless diction, his obvious command of a
wide and distinguished English vocabulary. An
elegant, dignified, even courtly man of advanced
years. Ours, the most casual of relations, simply
another soul we see on occasion, rambling through
our neighbourhood woods. That place beloved
of those in the community who value proximity
to nature. And he, like we, is one of those.
His bodily frame is that of an aesthete, chest
concave, though his posture is not. He might have
been, in younger years, an academic, a scientist, for
he has that myopic air about him. A sweet-mannered
man, a shy smile and soft voice. No one could
doubt his touchingly grave sincerity.
His manner of dress elicits unspoken concern
for his comfort, for we who are aged coevals,
mindful of such required weather-comforts note
such lapses. He exudes a certain air of poignancy
of one whose well-being has been neglected. His
red jacket insufficiently robust for the cold, the icy
wind; too loosely open at collar, his nose too red,
his sparse-haired head too insubstantially covered.
Our two little dogs are coated with more care than he.
Maximilian, for such he is, now well recovered
from a heart 'episode', agrees when we speak of the
excellent level of professional care received at area
hospitals. His pale blue eyes water in the wind as his
head shakes his solemn affirmation. Could we take
the liberty we would wind a downy wool scarf about
his bared and scrawny neck, exchange his worn mittens
for a hardier pair. He volubly details his recent trauma.
Where, in recovery, both he and wife were admitted
to an nursing home for three months he was in
need of therapeutic remediation. His wife there too,
entirely dependent on his close ministrations to her
daily needs. Matter of factly, he is grateful for health
restored and the full recovery of life's quotidian certainties.
Grasping his two poles tightly he sets off again on his
ramble, wishing us in ours, a very good day.
Tuesday, February 11, 2020
Slaughtering The Peace
In the still solitude of the winter
woods a hush hangs on the landscape
of dark tree trunks standing like
sentry posts amid great pine forest
giants anchored firmly by an
accumulated snow pack sifted
generously with fresh-fallen snow.
The sky, too, hovers, a mirror
image of the ground billowed with
snow, shimmering pearl-grey,
silver, white. The silence suddenly
broken by a coarse, hoarse racket
of deafening dimensions. A murder
of crows slaughtering the peace.
They shift and shuffle around the
prickly, lofty spires of two-masted
pines whose size bespeak their
majesty, dignity offended by the
rudeness of the invading horde;
cackling, croaking, lifting their
black wings outspread like phantoms
circling the landscape of the sky.
Monday, February 10, 2020
Possessive Passion
Our foibles, weaknesses, conceits
all characterized by reactions to events
and situations are not monopolized of
genetic necessity by our species alone for
though we rarely consider such things
entitlements and concerns based on
inheritance and culture are not necessarily
confined to ourselves. Others of nature's
creatures assume attitudes and assumptions
rarely attributed to them but scrutiny does
reveal that exclusion and suspicion of
others is shared across species. Take as
example cosseted companion animals
and their protected place in human
regard, loved and nurtured whose place
is assured as human lifestyle is theirs
to share. Pride of place and possession
is theirs as they indulge in their very own
possessive habitude, brooking no entry of
competitors to affection, no sharing of
complacent habitation, no affection to share
with those of akin, albeit other species.
So two spoiled little dogs snarl and leap
with threat at small wild animals foraging
for food on a wintry, snowed-in porch
venting their fury at the presumptuous
presence of a visitor whose presence they
interpret as quite simply intolerable.
Sunday, February 9, 2020
Always a Bridesmaid
The essential dynamics of human trust
are elemental; sincerity, truthfulness and
open communication. Rare qualities to be
sure when two groups face one another in
an irresolvable struggle where one speaks
of inheritance while the other accuses those
of timeless existence in the disputed area of
being interlopers, false claimants to land
contestants intend to share with none other
than their own. The wisdom of Solomon
put to the test judging whom between them
proffers the more valid argument when it is
an ancient temple dedicated to the almighty
which his era and his order established. Yet
his successors in the land of Judea where
his descendants have never failed to worship
and till the land welcoming an ingathering
diaspora's return are violently assailed by
challengers to a dry and history-dusted land
transformed by their enterprise to verdant
productively arable orchards , yet must turn
their ploughshares to military defence against
counter-claimants adamantly resistant to the
peoples' presence in a land of their own. So
frequently have the offers of apportioning and
friendship been refused the bridegroom is no
longer invested in cohabitation with the
sullen bride, left to bitterly call upon her
extended family to destroy the home that
might, with earned trust, have been her own.
Saturday, February 8, 2020
Our Selves
Suspended in the primal aqueous
security of our mothers' wombs
we take presence in the genetic soup
that forms us, absorb our mothers'
plaintive whispers of accented fear;
experience beyond memory the pain
and anguish that will mark our days.
Leavened by primordial nature's
ever-evolving displays of being
and the opportunities we are enjoined
to grasp, complementing destinies,
fulfilling souls' desires. In the process
finding elusive pleasures. Discovering
possibilities, clasping them close
and in a lifetime hurling ourselves
into the future, the reality of life.
Neatly side-stepping when we may
the imperial realities of all existence that
inform and forewarn us, even while
we studiously look elsewhere
preferentially remain oblivious
to that long and steady journey
an imperative we cannot deny.
But then, why linger on the distant
inevitability when we can take comfort
in the meaningful present. Impressions are
what form our memory, our being,
clasped close to the heart of who we are.
While we are here, the who and what we
are is what must consume our being.
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