Lost and found is my eureka! blog, my rediscovery of my short fiction and poetry submissions published in literary magazines and university literary journals some decades ago. Interspersed, occasionally, with more recent, hitherto unpublished pieces.
Old we may be, but out of touch we are not. Our love, no longer fresh after fifty-five years together, has become a rare jewel we hoard and treasure. It is bleakly inconceivable that a day could dawn when your mind is too otherwise-engaged, that your face does not turn to me, smiling, radiating pleasure through my own eyes, the very marrow of my essence.
A wink from you and I become a shy girl again. When you guide me toward another space and music we both recall as though so many yesterdays are but today, your firm hold and my reactive movement create a gentle, loving dance. Your touch melts me toward rhapsody, as we sway.
My mind commends me, not toward rueful recognition of youth and vigour dissipated in the mists of time, but rather toward celebration at the generous, pleasurable present. Each day is another gift, one we meet headlong and with the expectations due it.
Close to you, I am complete, and there is no longing for what was. Since what was inevitably created, for us, what now indelibly is. Yet, what is it, down there, softly interfering with our glides, our fluid, synchronized dance steps, our assured, light-headed, heart-stopping movements, our natural clinging to one another?
Something, some life-force has finally succeeded in interceding between our oneness of soul and body. Tiny he may be, but resolute as only a minuscule toy, male dog can be, grasping my ankle, assured of ownership of that suddenly desirable object, exuding a sexuality that the naughty devil well recognizes.
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