Seldom is it that wepause to consider just howfortunate we areto live with the libertyto be what we willto access clean airwater, medical treatment,an abundance of foodsand climate-defying shelteras though these areall benefits of existencereflecting our singularvalue as human beings.Until time and thecapriciously unnervingtide of Nature invokeeruptions on the Earth's crust,its cooking core interior,its vast and restless oceansto diminish our hubristic
conceit culminatingin the anguishof unfathomable suffering.
It is simple enough toconvince one's bone-wearybody to rest; the conundrumis how to persuade the mind,feverish with impressions,ideas and resolutions to join the body in life-sustainingrest. The frequent andall so implacable resistanceas mind meets resolveyet refuses to acknowledgeweariness baffles anddiscourages themost resolute of mind-weary survivors.
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All will be well, after allfor this particular crisisis well in hand. NATO has agreedto be thrust into oversight positionby anxious coalition partnerswho cannot bear the prospectof civilian slaughter by theirvery own vengeful governmentand who cannot bear eitherthe monumental burden inherent in yet again assuming control and responsibility. So the U.S. clamours for a dictator'souster, ignoring the direpresence of far more destructive,threatening tyrants and the UNauthorizes this option but not that,while the Arab states wax hotthen cold, and NATO pledgesits neutrality to satisfyTurkey, giving advantageneither to government troopsnor to the al-Qaeda-backed rebelsin a spirit of fairness, for whichWestern democracies are well knownposing that aeons-old dilemma ofwhich is the lesser of many evils?
The amazing calibrationsensitivity of thatsmall electronic devicewhose cuff embracesmy arm like an ardentlover whose passionto possess is sopalpably a fusion ofmedical science andtechnology of exquisitedimension. But yet,the child remarkshow absurd it is,that tightly possessivegrip to establishthe psychological equanimityof one given to emotionsruling the pumping heart.
Good thing we old codgers have invested in sturdy limbsand reliable lung capacity,honed over dedicated years of exploring nature's geology and seasons through mountain climbing,exhilarating hikes, canoeing
andportaging lakes and riversand their connecting byways.Rendering us fearlessly fitto risk life and limb. Forthis is an unusual Spring,in the depths of cranky Winter still,afflicted with season-extremecold and bitterly flagellating winds,where snow is loathe to goand the melt a coldly brilliant sunnegotiates turns rigidly to all-encompassing ice ways
,the length and breadthwe have never before seen.So we teeter and twist,seek footing advantage on theglass-slick surface resistant evento our cleat-shod boots.Invigorating, the lengthyramble, exciting our endurance,relieving, our success inadroitly evading disaster.
Is it not truly amazingto note the aplomband insecurity bothevinced by those in theteen years as theysurvey their options,shed the nascent personas;layering and adaptingwith increasing awarenessand serendipitousunderstanding of theirplace in society and theworld at largefinally emerging fromthe still unformed stateto become insouciantlyself-assured, readyto tilt at all thosewindmills, behindwhose whirling bladesbeckon fame,fortune and wealth.

It is still there,
the febrile, responsive
femininity deep within
her psyche that respondedlike a fresh and lovely
flower bud languorouslyopening its dew-kissed petals
to the rising sun. There,
but wounded, subdued
under a protective cloak
shielding her from the
manner of rashly trusting
response that has led her
toward use, abuse and
puzzled abandonment.
Now, wary, uninviting,
she lives in
self-imposed retreat.